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L.JINGYIJust an ordinary 14 year old girl with no sense of direction, and dreads growing older on 2507. Has greentea crazes every no and then; goes nuts over TOKIO HOTEL and 30 SECONDS TO MARS. Enjoys watching anime occasionally and goes wow! when she sees guys with unique hair. Likes the style unique so if you think she's weird, well, go ram your head against the wall. |
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
against the odds; Today just makes me think real hard..about alot of things. I dunno, maybe its cos i turned someone that pinned alot of hope in me down? Or maybe its this weird moodswing thing. Its really scary. To be afraid of something but you dunno what it is. Its tiring,y'know? Coming home bloody late every night. Hate the feeling where i can't d anything for that night. Only collapsing on the sofa. All this pressure is making me OLD._. There's still so much to do. Plus the guitar thing..oh shit. I know i mentioned i like this lifestyle, but i hope i don't collapse anytime soon. I don't care who's reading this. And i fucking hate the fact that we're not allowed to post whatever we want cos its the net. I cant pouur my feelings out. I seriously need to get all this unpleasentness in me out. Otherwise i might just end up doing something foolish. Oh whatthefuck. No one cares anyway. I don't see whyh i have to stay in a place i hate for the rest of my life until i get married! I dread going to that place. I hate it. I want to run away. But i dunno where to go. And i also know that running away makes me a coward. But what can i do? God, please. Help me. Give me the strength to carry on. At least till i'm old enough to make decisions. I need the strength Lord. Please, grant me that. i always wanted a twin or at least feel this same sibling love they share... 5:47 PM
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