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L.JINGYIJust an ordinary 14 year old girl with no sense of direction, and dreads growing older on 2507. Has greentea crazes every no and then; goes nuts over TOKIO HOTEL and 30 SECONDS TO MARS. Enjoys watching anime occasionally and goes wow! when she sees guys with unique hair. Likes the style unique so if you think she's weird, well, go ram your head against the wall. |
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
no fair, simply no fair. Its not fair-the way you're talking about me. I didn't choose this. Nobody did. Neither did anybody expected to encounter something like that! Its really unfair of you to judge me this way. Its not like i wasn't trying, i was. And trying hard, might i add. I practised long and hard. Though when i quit, it may seem quite a relief for me, i still wanted to carry on. If i did, i'd have been so much more. I want to pick up a new skill or at least carry on where i'd left off. But i can't tell you all these because you'll never understand. Watching musical videos is very inspirational. So why did you make me stop what i was learning? I can't say i enjoyed learning. Because learning is never easy. But do you know how it feels to go to a place every week of your life surrounded by people that have the skill you used to have. And all you have is a crap voice that sounds awful yet you're still forced to use it. All i ask is for you to understand how i feel. Right now, i think its all too late. Cos i can't remember what i've learnt. Maybe if by continuing i'll be hurting my fingers then, can't i pick up something new? I don't like feeling so useless. When everybody can lead for worship but i can't. Some people may be okay with it, but i'm not. I hate it. ;all i ask of is to continue learning the piano. Can't you understand? 9:22 PM
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