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L.JINGYIJust an ordinary 14 year old girl with no sense of direction, and dreads growing older on 2507. Has greentea crazes every no and then; goes nuts over TOKIO HOTEL and 30 SECONDS TO MARS. Enjoys watching anime occasionally and goes wow! when she sees guys with unique hair. Likes the style unique so if you think she's weird, well, go ram your head against the wall. |
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Monday, May 31, 2010
illusion What's it like? Being the only one who knows the truth. And trying to tell the rest. They don't listen. No one would ever know because even though you tried telling them, they didn't listen. Although everyone is busy with their own lives, shouldn't one make time for another at times like this? When you need someone to talk to, who do you find? Rather, who did I find? To hate sleeping at night worrying about this and that. Frustrating, yes? And yet no one at home seems to care. I may never be able to outshine her. For i will always be that little girl in the family that doesn't know how to be independent. To them, i will only rely on others forever. I'm trying. Yes i am. Trying to make them all proud of me. But sometimes, the world just doesn't listen. Telling myself that i will be contented and happy with what i have now and that they would one day wake up and see that all i'm trying to do is make them proud. But isn't the world filled with illusions all the time? We're all trying to get out. Some, however, lose their way, succumbing to the temptation. But never in my life, would i STOOP THAT LOW! Won't they ever believe me?? 11:01 AM
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