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L.JINGYI
Just an ordinary 14 year old girl with no sense of direction, and dreads growing older on 2507. Has greentea crazes every no and then; goes nuts over TOKIO HOTEL and 30 SECONDS TO MARS. Enjoys watching anime occasionally and goes wow! when she sees guys with unique hair. Likes the style unique so if you think she's weird, well, go ram your head against the wall.
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Friday, March 19, 2010


Everyone has his/her own motto to live by, his/her own reason to live. Rite? C'mon, you hae to admit that its a fact eh? Motto, reason, goals, dreams etc..all these are what drives us to be who we are. Although sometimes these [we'll just call them AIMS] aims in life are temporary, example, to get A1s for all your subjects during some huge exam. They are, still aims. Rite? Its a fact. And we can't run away from it. But what happens if we lose our aims? Or if we lose our motivation to FIND a new aim? Whats gonna happen then? These are things we can't run away from. Its part of "human nature". And, "human nature" also means that we move on from wherever we got stuck at. Which brings us to the next point:

MOVING ON. I don't wish to be stuck in the past. Seeing everyone move further away from me while me, being the loser, stays.
Everyone has his/her own reason to feel hurt. I'm feeling that too. No one, in this world is perfect. Nor are they saints. Everyone's gotta move on; no matter how painful the proccess is gonna be.

Everyone's hurt. Can you all feel that? The pain, the sorrow...
For me, its hurting. Alot. Everytime i think about that incident, it just hurts.
I dunno bout the rest of you..

I just feel so grumpy now. I dunno what went wrong. I've seriously tried my best. But still, some people thinks that i'm treating them like shit. And whats more? Now they don't care anymore. It seems like no matter how much effort i pump into be it my studies or other things, i can never get it done right. I've tried every way possible to fix things. But i only seem to make it worse. So...if i disappeared for a while, from YOU and the rest of you, would that make everyone's lives better? And would YOU care?
10:02 PM

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